Can we ever truly be healed?

Can we ever truly be healed? It’s an answer I’d like to know. Can we ever truly be healed? My feelings just seem to overflow. Can we ever truly be healed? I write the words I cannot say, My emotion thrown on paper, Living with a diagnosis, they call it psychosis, It’s a battle every…

Travel

T R A V E L mental health, power of Buddhist mentality The hardest thing I found about the prospect of travelling, especially alone was just doing it. The greatest thing I have learnt from travel apart from the obvious; the idyllic landscapes that enrapture the even deepest avenues of your soul, the contagious desire…

Lost

I lost myself trying to become everything you wanted me to be Now you are gone And I am finally free. But who am I? I don’t know I’ve lost your directions Unsure of where to go… The future is uncertian I fear the unknown. How will i fare in the world all alone? I…

Women I admire

Women I admire   I have learnt that one should question those who one admires; think about the reasons why we may hold some individuals as idols, even demi-gods, and others as waste-of-space lowlifes. I believe it all lies in justification.   This post is focusing on women because from my experience it has been…

Remembering Your Love — What Do You Do, Again?

In a single moment, I forget the breathing exercises, and the rational thought practice. I forget the therapist’s direct line, and the holding-ice-in-your-hand trick. I forget the Ativan in the medicine cabinet. And, most of all, I forget your love. Instead, I make things up: that I annoy you, that you hate me, that your […]…

Poetry

  a collaboration… Free my soul I had a fatal flaw of anxious worry. It is wild on paper, but in thoughts, self destructive. I feel it rolling in again. I can barely grasp this pen, hands are shaking so hard. And I can barely think straight. What is wrong with me? I don’t know anymore…

Golden opportunities for the golden ones

What is it to be golden? ‘Although the gold may melt, its colour will never flicker’ Gold; a colour we associate with wealth, happiness, maybe indispensability. I had it all. A 2.1 from a top UK university (tick),a job at one of the world’s largest technology firms (tick), a glorious golden tan from 4 months…

The Journey Begins

Accept everything about yourself – I mean everything, You are you and that is the beginning and the end – no apologies, no regrets Henry Kissinger